Chapter 50 (NSFW) - Blindness

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The Voice of Instinct

 

"D-Don't… don't lick that…!"

 

"Why not? It's so sweet, your taste…"

 

After licking Ren's fluids, Mikado buried his face into Ren's shoulder, as if trying to suppress the desire welling up within him, letting out a long, thin sigh.

 

"...Ah… you're just too cute… Calm down, Mikado…"

 

"S-Stop saying things like that…"

 

"You're just too cute… I can't otherwise…"

 

Seeing Mikado furrow his brows, Ren suddenly realized something. Despite Ren's heat, Mikado was still being considerate, holding back for Ren's sake. His trousers were strained, clearly suffering under the tension. Ren slowly propped himself up on his elbows and gazed at Mikado, who was still fully clothed.

 

"…You look like you're in pain too," Ren muttered.

 

"Ah… no, I'm fine, really."

 

"There's no way you're fine. I… I'll take care of it…"

 

"W-What!? No, that's not—"

 

"Just take it off… I want to see it… your body."

 

"Y-Yes… understood."

 

Mikado's voice, thick with heat, wavered as he slipped his fingers under the knot of his tie, loosening it with a soft sound. Then, he shed his shirt.

 

Ren let out a breath, almost involuntarily, as he beheld Mikado's radiant physique.

 

This wasn't the product of muscle enhancers—it was the natural, powerful body of a true Alpha. The sight of that beautifully honed form made Ren suddenly feel ashamed of his own body, which had once been the facade of an Alpha.

 

He instinctively clutched the front of his shirt, pulling it tightly closed. He wanted to turn away, hide himself, but before he could, Mikado gently grasped his arm, drawing him back with a firm yet tender grip. Ren smiled faintly, trying to hide his embarrassment.

 

"...You've got quite the body, just as expected of an Alpha."

 

"You too, Mr. Ren… Please, take off your clothes."

 

"W-What!? That's…"

 

"Doesn't it feel uncomfortable? Being so wet down there."

 

"...Ugh."

 

"And… I really want to see it. Your body, Mr. Ren."

 

"But…"

 

As Ren hesitated, Mikado leaned in and placed a gentle kiss on his forehead, whispering in a low, sweet voice, "Please, let me see it properly." His gaze was soft, almost pleading.

 

Faced with that look, Ren's resistance crumbled. With a sigh, he muttered softly, "…Fine."

 

Mikado undressed Ren, revealing his slender, pale legs. Standing before Mikado's strong body, Ren couldn't help but feel even more self-conscious. His own body, thin and fragile, seemed insignificant in comparison. He instinctively curled up, attempting to hug his knees, but Mikado stopped him, gently restraining his movement.

 

Mikado's sun-kissed hand caressed Ren's legs, slowly sliding up from his knees to his thighs. The touch sent a shiver through Ren's body. The blend of ticklishness, embarrassment, and pleasure overwhelmed him, and he lowered his eyes, unable to look Mikado in the face.

 

"D-Don't stare so much!"

 

"Why not? …You're so beautiful."

 

"Beautiful? This half-baked body… how could it be beautiful?"

 

"What are you saying? You're truly beautiful. I can't believe something this stunning exists in the world…"

 

"You're exaggerating… I'm not anything special."

 

"That's not true at all! I keep wondering if someone like me should even be allowed to touch someone as beautiful as you…"

 

"...Mm."

 

As Mikado lovingly stroked Ren's thigh, he leaned in, pressing his lips against Ren's neck. Over and over, he whispered, "Beautiful… so beautiful," his voice tender and filled with reverence. His words, spoken so gently, stirred something deep within Ren. He felt like he might cry.

 

Ren had lived as a 'fake Alpha' for so long. No matter how hard he tried to play the part, it had all been a lie, crafted with the help of medication, masking his true nature.

 

Since revealing the truth to Aoi, Ren had slowly begun to reduce his reliance on the medication. As a result, his body had begun to thin, shedding the muscles he had worked so hard to maintain.

 

This was his truth. The slim, weakened body he now inhabited was that of an Omega, his true self. It felt shameful, pathetic. He wasn't fully Alpha, yet he wasn't completely Omega either. He had feared Mikado would be disappointed.

 

And yet, Mikado called his body beautiful. He held and cherished what Ren himself couldn't accept. How could he not be moved?

 

Yet, Ren didn't know how to respond. He turned his face to the side, averting his gaze from Mikado, and spoke with a tone that came off harsher than he intended.

 

""…What do you want from me, calling me beautiful and cute? Cut it out."

 

"I-I'm sorry. I didn't mean to…," Ren apologized right away.

 

Embarrassed, Ren's words came out sharp, but Mikado didn't seem fazed. In the past, whenever Ren raised his voice, Mikado would shrink back in fear. But now, he simply smiled, like a parent gently humoring a child.

 

"...Mm."

 

Their lips naturally found each other again, and Ren closed his eyes, entranced. Despite having just reached release a short while ago, even the lightest kiss from Mikado made his body ache with desire. As their tongues entwined and Ren wrapped his arms around Mikado's neck, Mikado began to rock his hips slightly.

 

"Ahn…!"

 

"...Sorry, I'm reaching my limit… Can I… can I join you?"

 

"Ah… ugh…"

 

Mikado's erection, barely constrained by his loosened slacks, stood tall and throbbing. Ren gulped at the sight of the Alpha's arousal, the veins standing out with heat and excitement.

 

Transparent liquid dripped from the tip, wetting Mikado's hardness with a sensual sheen. The powerful scent of Alpha pheromones grew even stronger, dizzying Ren. He let out another hot, shaky breath.

 

"...Amazing…"

 

"You don't hate looking at this, do you?"

 

"No… I don't hate it… haa… ha…"

 

"...Are you getting excited too, Mr. Ren?"

 

"Ahn…!"

 

Mikado's hand stroked Ren's now fully hard length, causing Ren's back to arch involuntarily. As Mikado kissed the length of Ren's throat, pressing his lips to his jawline and neck, he skillfully stroked Ren's erection, making a wet sound as if he was deliberately sucking on it.

 

"Ah! Ahn… Mikado…!"

 

"Please, call me Haruhito, Mr. Ren."

 

"Ah… Ha-Haruhito… Wait… ah…"

 

"Mm… ha… I'm… about to… I can't hold it…"

 

Mikado wrapped both his own hardness and Ren's together in one hand, increasing the pace.

 

The raw heat from Mikado, combined with his breathless moans and desperate voice, pushed Ren's arousal to its peak. His own hardness grew even stiffer in response to the fervent stroking.

 

"Ha… Mr. Ren… Mr. Ren…"

 

"Ahn… ah… ahn…!"

 

"Haa… haa… ah… ahh…"

 

Sweat glistened on Mikado's skin, his sun-kissed body shimmering with a moist sheen. Lost in Mikado's fervent touches, Ren forgot himself, gasping for breath as he trembled on the edge of release once again.

 

"Haruhito… I'm…!"

 

"Ahn… I'm close too, Mr. Ren… I'm… about to…!"

 

As Ren reached his climax, Mikado spilled his white semen at the same time. Ren clung to Mikado, his nails digging into Mikado's back, panting heavily.

 

Mikado held Ren tightly in his arms, pressing his face against Ren's shoulder, his chest rising and falling with each deep breath. After a moment, Mikado lifted his head and gazed at the mixture of their fluids, his hands and Ren's chest covered in the sticky evidence of their pleasure. He chuckled softly, as if unsure of what to do.

 

"...I'm sorry… I made such a mess."

 

"Haa… fuu…"

 

Even after climaxing, the sweet ache didn't subside. Their continued intimacy, their shared moments of passion, had ignited something deep within Ren's instincts, something that couldn't easily be extinguished.

 

Breathing shallowly, Ren looked up at Mikado, overwhelmed by the torrent of emotions flooding his body. He shook his head weakly, unsure of how to process the intensity of what he was feeling.

 

"Mr. Ren...? What's wrong?"

 

"...I-I... feel... so dizzy..."

 

"What? Are you okay?"

 

"Haruhito... my body... it's burning."

 

Ren's voice was strained, barely a whisper, and Mikado swallowed hard at his words. As Ren's body flushed with heat, Mikado's expression began to shift, mirroring the change he could sense.

 

His fingers traced a line down Ren's pale abdomen, following the trail of moisture to where his lower body began. Gently, Mikado nudged Ren's knees apart, slowly spreading his legs.

 

"No...! What are you...?"

 

"Here... it's so wet."

 

"Ah... d-don't... don't look... you idiot...!!"

 

An Omega's body naturally secreted fluid during intercourse, preparing itself to receive an Alpha. Mikado's fingers teased the slick, intimate entrance, coated with Ren's love juices.

 

Just a simple touch sent waves of pleasure through Ren's body, so different from the way it felt when he had tried to satisfy himself. His entrance, drenched in sweet nectar, was drawing Mikado deeper in. Was this an Omega's instinct? In his hazy thoughts, Ren felt a creeping terror at how much his own body craved his Alpha's touch.

 

"H-Haruhito... I... what should I do...?"

 

"This... I believe this is a true heat. It's okay. Nothing's wrong. You don't need to be afraid."

 

"But... but... I don't know this part of myself...!"

 

A burning, desperate heat ravaged Ren's chest. The need for Mikado overwhelmed him, so powerful that it made Ren's thoughts scatter, teetering on the brink of madness from the sheer pleasure.

 

Out of sheer desperation, Ren reached out toward Mikado. Immediately, Mikado clasped his hand firmly, stroking Ren's head gently.

 

"Look at me."

 

"Ah..."

 

"Mr. Ren, you're still yourself. It's going to be okay. I'm here."

 

"...Ah..."

 

Mikado kissed him softly, and for a moment, the fear that had gripped Ren's heart seemed to release its hold. With heavy, dazed eyes, Ren looked up at him, his lips trembling as he repeated over and over, "I'm scared... so scared..." And each time, Mikado smiled gently, reassuring him with a soft, "It's okay."

 

Gradually, Ren's breathing began to steady. Yet, no matter how much his mind calmed, his body continued to yearn for Mikado.

 

Ren wanted more—he wanted to be loved deeper, wanted Mikado's semen to fill him completely. The desire flooded through him, overwhelming him, but he couldn't bring himself to say it aloud. The frustration of it all made his heart ache.

 

Ren's instincts were now ablaze, burning fiercely, unable to be extinguished. He could feel it—his soul had finally connected with its fated partner, and his body screamed that he could never let him go.

 

"Haruhito..."

 

"Do you realize what kind of expression you're making as you are looking back at me?"

 

"Huh...?"

 

"You want it, don't you? Right here..."

 

"Aah!! Ahh...!! Ahh...!!"

 

The moment Mikado's fingers slid inside, Ren almost climaxed from the overwhelming sensation alone. As Mikado stirred the slick, wet heat within him, Ren's body arched uncontrollably, writhing in pure ecstasy.

 

"No, I... no... Ah, ahh...!!"

 

"Even though you're swallowing my fingers so hungrily... Do you really mean that?"

 

"Ah, ah, ah..."

 

"If you truly hate it, then reject me more. Otherwise... I won't be able to hold back anymore."

 

Another finger joined in. Mikado's long fingers slid even deeper inside him, moving more forcefully than before.

 

The pleasure was far deeper than anything Ren had ever felt, nothing like when he was touched in the front. His hips moved on their own, rocking with each thrust, as the obscene sound of wetness filled the room. He writhed against the sheets, gripping them tightly as he moaned, lost in the overwhelming pleasure.

 

"A-ah, ah... ahh...!"

 

Then Mikado's lips descended on Ren's chest again, teasing the sensitive peaks with his slick tongue, sending waves of even more intense pleasure coursing through him.

 

"Ahhh...!!"

 

I want it. I want it. I want it. I want it...!

 

"...Put it in... please..."

 

"Huh?"

 

"...Your fingers aren't enough anymore... I need more!"

 

"Mr. Ren..."

 

Ren bit back the tears of shame that threatened to spill over, glancing up at Mikado with hesitant eyes.

 

But to Ren's surprise, Mikado looked even more overwhelmed, staring at him with tear-filled eyes, as if he might start crying at any moment.

 

"A-are you sure...?"

 

"I... I told you I am! I can't wait anymore... hurry...!"

 

"...Alright..."

 

At Ren's words, Mikado's eyes sparkled with even more intensity. Leaning closer, he pressed a soft, tender kiss against Ren's flushed, trembling lips.

 

What started as a gentle kiss grew deeper, more fervent. Encouraged by Mikado's increasingly passionate movements, Ren eagerly entwined his tongue with his, losing himself in the heat of the kiss. Just then, he felt a hard, burning presence at his entrance, and his eyes fluttered open.

 

"Haruhito..."

 

"I love you, Mr. Ren."

 

For the first time, Mikado entered the space that Ren had stubbornly guarded from all warmth.

 

"Ahh... ah...!!"

 

"I love you... now and forever... always."

 

"Aah, ahhh...!!"

 

Ren clung to Mikado, his nails digging into his broad back as he shut his eyes tightly, holding on as the overwhelming sensation washed over him.

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