Chapter 49 (NSFW) - Blindness

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Little by little

 

Ren led Mikado to the private room located on the upper floor of the office.

 

Mikado's jacket, draped over Ren's shoulders, was much larger than expected. The feeling of Mikado's arm wrapped around him through the jacket and the gentle brushing of Mikado's shirt against his skin sent a sweet, sensual thrill through Ren, making his breath grow warmer with each step.

 

Staggering back to the room, he was hugged tightly by Mikado before he could even turn on the light.

 

In the darkness, unable to see Mikado's expression, Ren was suddenly seized by fear.

 

What if, like Masachika, Mikado's Alpha instincts would take over, and he'd lose control? The thought crept into Ren's mind, wondering if Mikado's patience had finally reached its limit.

 

But Ren felt that rejecting Mikado now would be wrong. Maybe if he simply surrendered to Mikado, his own reason would dissolve in the heat of the moment, and before he knew it, everything would be over.

 

And maybe that was fine. Ren felt that if he didn't allow this to happen, he might never be able to accept Mikado. So, perhaps it was better to stifle his fear and let the pleasure consume him. As Ren's body tensed with anticipation, he squeezed his eyes shut tightly, trying to suppress the rising fear in his heart.

 

"...I'm sorry…"

 

"Huh…?"

 

Just as Ren was beginning to resign himself to his fate, Mikado whispered, his voice laced with a sigh, right by Ren's ear. Slowly releasing his grip on Ren's upper arm, Mikado stepped back, panting heavily as though struggling to breathe.

 

"This room... it smells so much like you, Mr. Ren... I just... can't take it anymore…"

 

"Mikado…"

 

"Ah! But don't worry! Where's the light switch?"

 

"..."

 

As Ren's eyes adjusted to the dark, he could make out Mikado's strained expression nearby. It was clear that Mikado was struggling with his own heat, trying to hold back his desires for Ren's sake. His cheeks were flushed, and his breath came in shallow, ragged gasps. His fingers, still holding onto Ren's arm, trembled slightly.

 

The sight of Mikado going to such lengths to control himself for him filled Ren's chest with a sweet, aching warmth.

 

Ren reached out, grasping Mikado's wrist, and began guiding him slowly through the dark room.

 

From the large window in the living room, the shimmering nightscape spread out before them. The soft glow of the city lights pierced the darkness, casting a faint glow over the quiet room.

 

"Mr. Ren…?"

 

"The bedroom is this way."

 

"What...?"

 

Without stopping, Ren led Mikado into the bedroom. Holding onto Mikado's wrist tightly, Ren took a deep breath, trying to calm the tension that stiffened his body while also attempting to suppress the desire that burned hotter with each passing moment.

 

Upon entering the bedroom, the indirect lighting on the walls automatically switched on, illuminating the room in a soft, dim glow. The bed, stark white in the low light, stood out in the otherwise shadowy space. Ren turned slowly to face Mikado.

 

Mikado's gaze, filled with earnest longing, seemed to pierce right through Ren's soul. The powerful look in his eyes, combined with the subtle scent of Alpha pheromones that teased Ren's senses, stirred something deep within him. Ren took a step, then another, drawing closer to Mikado.

 

"...Will you practice with me, then?"

 

"Mr. Ren…"

 

Ren reached out and touched Mikado's broad chest. It was strong and firm, a body that radiated power and security.

 

In his fantasies, Ren had imagined this moment countless times—being held by this body, wrestling with his feelings in those helpless situations. But now, standing before the real Mikado, this man was no longer a mere figment of his imagination.

 

"...Mmm…"

 

Suddenly, Mikado wrapped his arms around Ren's waist and their lips met. When Ren instinctively parted his lips, Mikado deepened the kiss. Changing angles, Mikado's lips caressed his with a teasing rhythm, and the pleasure from it gradually numbed Ren's mind.

 

—Why does it feel so good, just from a kiss...?

 

Mikado's moist lips, the taste of his saliva, his sweet breath... all of it was awakening Ren's instincts, setting ablaze a desire he could no longer resist. Hesitantly, Ren reached out, wrapping his arms around Mikado's back. In that moment, something warm and wet slipped into Ren's mouth.

 

"Mmm… ah…"

 

"I love you… I really do."

 

"Ah… nn…"

 

Mikado's tongue languidly traced Ren's soft inner walls. The unfamiliar sensation made Ren tense at first, but Mikado gently stroked the back of Ren's neck, threading his fingers through Ren's golden hair as he gradually explored further. The sensuality of his movements overwhelmed Ren, and he couldn't help but stumble as the pleasure washed over him.

 

When Ren fell onto the bed, Mikado gently laid him down, gazing down at him with a dreamy expression. Slowly, he slid his fingers under Ren's shirt, where the buttons had been torn off.

 

"Ah…! Stop…"

 

"Are you scared?"

 

"N-no… I'm fine…"

 

"You have such beautiful skin. I can't believe I get to touch you like this… it feels like a dream."

 

Mikado smiled softly, narrowing his eyes, and gently stroked Ren's hair with careful fingers. Ren had never experienced this before—having his head stroked by someone. Despite knowing there was no blood running through the strands of his hair, the sensation of Mikado combing through his golden locks was so pleasurable that Ren's eyelashes fluttered as he gazed up at him.

 

"Ah… hah…"

 

"May I kiss you again?"

 

"Mmm… yes…"

 

Nodding in small, quick motions, Ren saw Mikado smile sweetly before his lips sealed Ren's once more. Mikado's tongue slid back inside, and this time, Ren cautiously responded, parting his lips further to meet Mikado's kiss. As their tongues entwined, Mikado's caresses grew deeper, gently stroking Ren's palate and inner cheeks with a sensual rhythm. The shameless pleasure left Ren melting into bliss, momentarily forgetting everything.

 

"Mmm… nn… ah…"

 

"Does it feel good?"

 

"Ah… yes… mm…"

 

"I feel like I could cry. Your kissing is so sweet and adorable… it feels amazing."

 

Mikado's breathless voice whispered between their kisses, the husky tone trembling with emotion. When their lips finally parted, Ren became aware of just how lost he had become in their embrace.

 

Mikado's fingers began to roam across Ren's upper body, tracing his back and waist. The simple act of being touched made Ren arch his back in pleasure. As they continued to kiss slowly, Mikado's fingers made their way toward Ren's chest.

 

"Ah! Ahh…! Wait…!"

 

"Do you not want this…?"

 

The slightest brush of Mikado's fingertips against Ren's sensitive nipples would send a sharp jolt of pleasure through him, almost too much to bear. His vision blurred from the intensity of it. Despite never having touched himself in such a place, the slightest contact overwhelmed him, and he was on the verge of climaxing from the mere sensation.

 

Mikado, his face tight with longing, continued to gaze at Ren as his fingers teased the sensitive tips of his chest. Embarrassed by his own shameless reactions, Ren grabbed Mikado's wrist and shook his head in protest.

 

"Stop…! Not there…!"

 

"Is it too much with just my fingers? How about this instead…?"

 

"Huh… ah…!! Ah… nn…"

 

Mikado's lips softly closed around Ren's flushed pink buds, gently sucking and tracing the outline with his warm, wet tongue. The sensation was so much more intense than his fingers had been, and Ren let out a small cry in response.

 

"Ah! Stop… please… nn…!"

 

"Do you really want me to stop…?"

 

"Ahh… nn… nn…!"

 

Despite Ren's words, Mikado continued to swirl his tongue around Ren's sensitive nipple while toying with the other with his fingers. The pleasure was unbearable, and Ren found himself stifling his moans, covering his mouth with his hands to keep from being heard. But Mikado grabbed his wrists, pinning them to the sheets, his voice thick with desire as he spoke.

 

"Let me hear your voice."

 

"No… I can't… not like this…"

 

"Do you really want me to stop? Should I?"

 

"…That's not…"

 

"Look at how much your body wants this."

 

Mikado's fingers deftly unhooked Ren's belt and undid the clasp of his slacks with one hand. Ren shook his head in denial, trying to push Mikado away, muttering, "Don't… look…!" But even that resistance was gently captured in Mikado's grip, his protests silenced with tender kisses on his fingertips.

 

"Is it okay if I just touch you? It must be painful to hold it in, right?"

 

"No… ah…!!"

 

"Look… your cock's drooling so much, it's even soaked your underwear."

 

Those words stoked the remaining embers of Ren's embarrassment. His face flushed a deep red as he tried to reprimand Mikado.

 

"S-stop it, idiot…!!"

 

"Do you really want me to stop?"

 

"That… I…"

 

"I want to make you feel good. If you don't want me to see, I won't look."

 

"But… this… it's too embarrassing…"

 

"There's nothing to be embarrassed about. I'm… so moved. It makes me so happy that touching you brings you so much joy."

 

"But…"

 

"You're so cute, so adorable… I can't help it. I love you so much, I feel like I'm going to lose control."

 

"…!"

 

Finally, Ren, who had stubbornly avoided Mikado's gaze, looked toward him once more. Seeing this, Mikado smiled softly, leaning down to press another kiss against Ren's lips.

 

The kiss left Ren feeling dazed, his body going limp under Mikado's touch. Once again, Mikado's tongue began to trail down Ren's chest. His large hand slid inside Ren's underwear, where his arousal was straining painfully. Deftly, Mikado adjusted Ren's slacks and underwear, exposing his erection in the faint light. Ren felt a wave of shame so strong it almost brought him to tears, yet he couldn't resist the pleasure rising from Mikado's touch.

 

"Ah…!! Ah… nn…!!"

 

"Relax… Mr. Ren."

 

"But… ah… ah… nn… I can't… nn… nn…!"

 

Mikado's mouth played more intensely with Ren's nipples, while simultaneously stroking his arousal. Each time Mikado's hand slid over the slick, sensitive tip, the obscene sound of wetness filled the air.

 

The sound, the feeling of being stroked—everything about it was so utterly indecent. And the fact that it was Mikado's hand driving him to this point filled Ren with a strange, overwhelming excitement and joy.

 

It felt so good. Everything about Mikado—the wild look in his eyes, the movement of his tongue, the touch of his hand—was driving Ren to madness.

 

"Mikado…! N-no… ahh… ah, ahh… nn…!!"

 

"It's okay to come. You don't have to hold back."

 

"But… I… I can't… not like this…!"

 

"You don't have to hide anything from me anymore. I'll take everything, just let go."

 

"Hah…! Ah, ahh, ahh…!!"

 

Mikado whispered words of love into Ren's ear as his body shook uncontrollably in the face of his approaching climax. Clinging to Mikado's heated body, Ren shut his eyes tightly.

 

And then, with a shudder that ran through his entire body, Ren finally reached his orgasm.

 

"Ahh… I'm… coming…!! Nn, nn…!!"

 

After the long, drawn-out climax, Ren slowly lifted his trembling eyelashes, looking up at Mikado, who was hovering over him.

 

Mikado, his eyes half-lidded with a sultry smile, slowly licked his long fingers clean of the milky fluid that had stained them, making sure Ren could see every moment of it.

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