Chapter 51 (NSFW) - Blindness

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Bonding

 

Ren had lost count of how many times he had reached his climax.

 

This was the act of bonding with his forever-longed-for "soul mate." It was an overwhelming pleasure that shattered all reason, like a sweet, intoxicating nectar.

 

"Aah... ahh, nn... ah!"

 

"Mr. Ren, h-hah... hah..."

 

"Oh... again, I'm going to... I'm coming... aaah...!"

 

The sex was raw and primal, instinct clashing with instinct, as Mikado penetrated him deeply again and again, flooding him with heat. At first, Mikado had been gentle, mindful of Ren's body. But now, all restraint was gone, and he thrust into Ren with reckless abandon, driven by his own primal urges.

 

"Hah... ah... ahh! Nn, ahh...!"

 

"S-sorry, I can't... I can't hold back at all..."

 

"It's fine... more... do it... more..."

 

Despite how large Mikado was, Ren felt no pain, only melting pleasure—warmth and love. He clung to Mikado's sweat-slicked back, burying his face in the crook of his neck.

 

"Ah... nnh... hah... ah!"

 

"Mr. Ren... you're... making me lose control..."

 

"Nn... ahh... mm...!"

 

Mikado's length was buried deep inside him, and as their tongues intertwined in a feverish kiss, Ren climaxed again. His hips bucked off the sheets, his body shaking uncontrollably, reduced to nothing but gasps and moans as he dug his nails into Mikado's back.

 

At times, Ren could hardly recognize the sweet, lewd sounds that escaped his own lips, as if they belonged to someone else. But each time Mikado's fiery gaze met his, Ren was pulled back to reality, to the fact that this was really happening. He was here, being loved completely by the person he cherished most.

 

He had once sworn he'd never allow himself to be in such a vulnerable position. He had thought it would be the ultimate humiliation—to be spread open like this, taking his partner deep inside and shamelessly seeking out pleasure. But now, even as his body writhed with want, the idea of anyone else seeing him like this seemed insignificant compared to the desire to be devoured by Mikado.

 

"Mr. Ren... you're gripping me so tight..."

 

"I... I can't stop... what do I do...?"

 

"I can't stop either... it's too much... I'm so happy, Mr. Ren...!"

 

"Ah... nn... ahh...!"

 

With a powerful thrust to his core, Ren curled his toes and trembled uncontrollably. The spot Mikado struck so easily—the place Ren could never reach himself—sent shockwaves of pleasure through every cell of his body, making him shake with need.

 

As Mikado thrust inside him, wet, obscene sounds filled the room. His movements had lost their earlier gentleness, driven instead by pure instinct as he pounded into Ren, their connection deep and urgent.

 

"Haruhito... again, I'm coming... aaah...!"

 

"It's okay... I'm holding you. Hah... I'm close too..."

 

"Haruhito... ahh... mm... nn..."

 

Mikado pulled Ren up, their bodies still joined, causing his length to sink even deeper. Ren arched his back, crying out as the sensation hit him.

 

"It doesn't hurt...?"

 

"It doesn't... nn, ahh..."

 

"Mr. Ren... you're so beautiful. Please, show me more of that face... let me hear more of your voice..."

 

"Nn... ahh, ahh...!"

 

Each powerful thrust from below rocked his body, and Ren clung to Mikado, shaking his head slowly.

 

"Don't look... idiot...! Aah... nn...!"

 

"Your expression... it's so beautiful, so erotic... you're too precious, Mr. Ren, so beautiful..."

 

"Don't say that... don't... nn, ah...!"

 

"I love you, I love you so much, Mr. Ren...!"

 

The more Ren was loved, the more he craved Mikado.

 

The deeper and hotter the love between them grew, the more Ren wanted to claim Mikado for himself, to make him his and his alone.

 

Having been loved so deeply, so intensely, there was no going back to where he once stood.

 

He could no longer return to those days when he lived alone, harboring all of his secrets, with only solitude as his companion.

 

Being alone once more terrified him.

 

Now that he had experienced the comfort of having someone embrace his fears, of having someone by his side with warmth and reassurance, he couldn't imagine life without it anymore.

 

— I never want to be apart from him again...

 

Ren tugged at the collar of his shirt, baring his neck as he looked up at Mikado.

 

"…Bite me."

 

"What…?"

 

"You're my soul mate… Hurry... mark me here...!"

 

"Mr. Ren…"

 

Mikado froze, gazing at Ren with teary eyes. His lips tightened as he shifted his gaze to Ren's exposed neck.

 

"…Are you sure?"

 

"Of course... I've been waiting for this moment too. I've imagined how happy I would be to bond with you..."

 

"Mr. Ren…"

 

Tears welled in Mikado's clear eyes as he smiled, his happiness unmistakable. Seeing that smile made Ren's heart swell, and he found himself smiling back.

 

Mikado gently brushed his fingers along Ren's pale neck, then leaned in close, his lips grazing Ren's earlobe as he whispered softly.

 

"I'm so happy."

 

"Don't… speak in my ear like that..."

 

"I love you… with all my heart."

 

"…Nn…"

 

Mikado's firm lips pressed against Ren's neck, his warm breath fanning over his skin as his tongue began to trace along its shape.

 

"…Ah, nn…"

 

"If it hurts, I'm sorry."

 

"It's fine… just… do it already… b-bite me… ahh…!!"

 

Mikado's sharp fangs pierced Ren's skin, and the sudden pain made Ren squeeze his eyes shut and cling to Mikado's back.

 

But the pain was fleeting. From the bite, a sweet numbness spread throughout Ren's entire body.

 

"Ahh… nn…"

 

Mikado held his bite for a moment before pulling away. His lips caught the red blood that began to flow, and he licked it slowly, savoring the taste of Ren's blood. Ren's body quivered with the strange mix of pain and pleasure, and without realizing it, his hips moved instinctively.

 

"Nn… nn…"

 

"I'm sorry… I made you bleed. Did it hurt?"

 

"No… I'm fine."

 

"Mr. Ren… you're really my mate now? I still can't believe it."

 

"Neither can I…"

 

"You being mine… it feels like a dream."

 

Mikado's expression was one of pure vulnerability, like a child on the verge of both laughter and tears.

 

There was no doubt in Mikado's words. He truly felt the joy of being bonded with Ren, and his sincerity was written all over his face.

 

Ren gently cupped Mikado's cheeks, running his fingers over the tears in his eyes. Mikado squinted at the ticklish sensation, and seeing his face like this brought back memories of when they first met—back when Mikado was still in high school.

 

Back then, Ren could never have imagined that such good fortune would ever come his way.

 

He had been so focused on hiding his nature, on living solely as an Alpha, that he had even tried to forget Mikado's existence.

 

"…Nn…"

 

As if drawn together, their lips naturally met again. Ren could taste a faint trace of blood on Mikado's lips, but he didn't mind. He found himself seeking Mikado's tongue more eagerly, welcoming the deepening of their kiss.

 

Mikado kissed the bite mark on Ren's neck before sliding Ren's shirt off completely. Ren no longer felt any shame in baring himself before Mikado.

 

However, when Mikado's eyes lingered on the injection marks on Ren's arm, an uncomfortable feeling rose inside Ren. He instinctively tried to hide the needle scars on his left arm, but Mikado gently stopped him.

 

"You went through so much on your own…"

 

"If I didn't, I wouldn't have been able to maintain my status as an Alpha. I had to protect what my father left behind, for Aoi's sake, and for my own."

 

"Mr. Ren…"

 

Seeing the pained expression on Mikado's face, Ren smiled softly and shook his head.

 

"Don't make that face. Now… I have you."

 

"Huh…?"

 

"All the loneliness, all the hardship… that's in the past now. As long as Haruhito stays by my side…"

 

"I will! I will stay by your side, Mr. Ren!! I'll never leave you. No matter what happens, I swear I'll protect you. Even if you push me away, I'll never give up on you!"

 

Mikado pulled Ren into a tight embrace, his voice full of resolve.

 

It felt like a dream.

 

Just having Mikado there made Ren smile. No matter how much he tried to maintain his hardened facade, Mikado's unguarded displays of affection always managed to soften him, brightening his mood and lightening his heart.

 

Ren giggled softly, trying to push away slightly, though Mikado's strong arms didn't budge an inch.

 

"…You're crushing me. Let go."

 

"S-sorry... But isn't it you who's holding on, Mr. Ren?"

 

"What… are you talking… about… nn!"

 

"You're squeezing me so sweetly, after all."

 

As Mikado subtly shifted his hips, Ren's body betrayed him, responding to the pleasure despite himself. He trembled slightly, glaring at Mikado in mock frustration.

 

"You idiot… stop saying such indecent things… ah… nn…"

 

"I'm sorry. But I love it when you get mad like this, too."

 

"Huh? Wh-what are you… nn… ah…"

 

"You really are the cutest. I… I don't know what to do, I'm so happy, I feel like I might lose my mind."

 

"You keep calling me cute… Do you think flattery like that will make me… happy… ah… nn…!"

 

Mikado gently tangled his fingers in Ren's hair, brushing their lips together for a tender, sweet kiss. The warmth of their softly wet lips sent Ren into a blissful daze, and before he knew it, Mikado had laid him back down on the bed.

 

"I love you."

 

"Ah…"

 

"I love you with all my heart. I will never leave you alone."

 

"Haruhito…"

 

Mikado's sincere gaze and words made Ren's chest tighten sweetly. As he blinked, a single tear slipped down his cheek.

 

"…Thank you."

 

Catching the tear with his lips, Mikado caressed Ren with deep, tender affection.

 

The unwavering sense of security Mikado gave him finally broke through Ren's defenses, and a sob rose from deep within him, one he had held back for so long.

 

Tears flowed endlessly, warm and gentle, quietly washing away the loneliness that had weighed on Ren's heart for years.

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