Chapter 11 - King Cinderella: Two Hearts Entwined in Sin
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"Did you find anything
interesting?"
"Ah… yes. Perhaps it's the
peaceful atmosphere of this villa, but the selection seems to favor
lighthearted, romantic works rather than overly formal or scholarly ones. It's
been curated with great care."
"I see. I heard this place was
originally built to resemble a commoner's home, so that the royal family could
pretend to be farmers. It's gone now, but there used to be fields, a
waterwheel, even a chicken coop. Royalty weary of court life would come here to
escape it all and soil their hands like common folk."
Chalon placed a tray with tea on the
table. "I'll let it steep for a little," he said, then walked toward
Erald, who still stood by the bookshelf. His steps were more assured here
indoors than they'd been outside.
"I've always been curious about
the history of this villa, so I'm honored to hear it from you."
"If a real farmer heard such a
tale, they'd probably be outraged."
"Perhaps… but those who know
nothing of how stifling life at the castle can be might feel that way. If they
understood the toll court duties take on the royals—enough to make them wish to
cast off their titles for even a short while—they might instead feel honored
that the royals sought to walk in their shoes."
"I'm glad to hear you say that.
It means a lot, as one of their descendants. These days… things aren't quite as
rigid. The palace isn't so bound by formality. His Majesty the King believes
deeply in being beloved by the people, in living close to them. And of course,
I feel the same way."
Standing beside Erald, Chalon referred
to his father with formal reverence—"His Majesty the King."
His clear, dignified expression
carried the grace of a prince who held both his people and his royal duty close
to heart.
For a moment, Erald felt the
overwhelming urge to kneel before him, to offer him his full respect. But he
caught himself, remembering that Chalon had wished to be treated as a friend.
Saying something like "You are most admirable, Your Highness," would
mean nothing—it would only widen the distance between them. And now that he
knew Chalon's true identity, it was even harder to speak naturally. To call him
by name felt too casual. How should he behave?
"Your Highness, is there any book
here that caught your eye? If you'd like, I could summarize or read it aloud to
you."
Erald offered the words thoughtfully,
searching for something true to himself. And when he did, Chalon responded with
a smile as soft and radiant as a flower unfurling in bloom.
Understanding that Erald had gently
acknowledged what he could not say aloud, Chalon looked almost moved as he
picked up one of the books.
"This one. Its spine is
completely white, so it stands out clearly to me. But I can't make out the
letters on it at all. It's been bothering me for the longest time."
"This is actually a very popular
romance novel at the moment. It's called The Glass Slipper. The title is
written in silver on pure white, so even with my eyes, I need to bring it close
to read. And since it's neither embossed nor embroidered, it does feel rather
unkind, doesn't it?"
"Yes, exactly! I thought maybe I
was the only one it was teasing, but to think it's even hard for you to
read…"
Charmed by Chalon's honest surprise,
Erald took the book he offered.
And so, over fragrant tea scented
faintly with roses, they began to speak of The Glass Slipper.
"Though the heroine was born to a
wealthy family," Erald began, "her stepmother and stepsisters treat
her as nothing more than a servant. When a grand ball is held for the prince to
choose a bride, she longs to go wearing the gown her late mother left for her.
But she's mocked for its outdated style, and the dress is torn to shreds. She
ends up alone, dressed in rags, hugging her knees and fighting back tears.
Still, she harbors no hatred for anyone. She doesn't curse her fate. She simply
watches the carriage pass her by, listening to the distant fireworks from the
castle, and weeps in silence."
"…That must have been terribly
sad. The poor girl," Chalon murmured.
"Yes. That moment—when she
finally breaks down and cries, after enduring everything with such quiet
strength—it moved me deeply. But the story doesn't end there."
As he traced the story's arc, Erald
began to see the reflection of his own life in the tale's heroine.
At first, there were many
similarities. But soon the paths diverged—and not merely because of gender.
He was not as pure or gentle as she
had been. Unlike the innocent maiden in the story, he had been defiled many
times at the hands of his stepmother. He hadn't simply endured injustice—he had
argued back, scorned those he deemed lazy, even imagined revenge. There were
times he had wished to die, had intentionally fallen from his horse, hoping to
end it all.
And most of all—the greatest
difference lay in the ending.
My story has no such ending, Erald thought. Even if a fairy godmother were to appear, as long
as I remain a man, there will never be a future where I end up happily with a
prince. No matter how fine the clothes I wear, no matter how splendid the
carriage, a man is still a man. The best I could hope for… is to be a friend.
When the fairy godmother finally
appeared in the story and gifted the poor girl a gown, a carriage, and glass
slippers, Chalon's violet eyes sparkled like stars.
"I'm so glad," he said
breathlessly, entirely absorbed, his tea forgotten as he leaned forward for the
next part.
"The prince is immediately taken
by her beauty," Erald continued, "but her attire makes her look like
a noblewoman or a foreign princess. So he asks, 'Which kingdom are you a
princess of?' And at that moment, she realizes what she's done. Ashamed of
wearing a dress beyond her station and winning the prince's attention under
false pretenses, she flees without giving her name. In this version, she leaves
behind one of her glass slippers on the staircase, and it becomes the prince's
only clue in his search for her."
As Erald spoke, he found himself
reflecting bitterly on his own situation—disguised in clothing above his rank,
speaking to a true prince.
And a new, far deeper sin began to
bloom within him.
A sin greater than deceiving someone
about his identity.
He had come to desire the prince
before him—not as a noble or for any wealth or power, and not because he wished
to become a woman.
No. As a man, unambiguously a man, he
wanted to hold Chalon's slender body in his arms.
He wanted to press his lips—unpainted,
yet naturally tinged with rose—against his own, to taste and ruin that delicate
shape with his tongue. The image of Chalon's flat, modest chest made his blood
stir. He had no interest in heaving, fleshy curves; he longed to touch the
quiet purity of Chalon's body.
He wanted to push him down into the
bed, watch his golden hair spill across the pillows, strip away his leggings
and underclothes.
And then—perhaps with trembling
fingers—stroke that likely undeveloped part of him, coaxing it into the shape
of a man.
Overwhelmed by these shameful,
unthinkable urges, Erald snapped the white book shut.
As if to dispel the unspeakable dream
that had begun to take shape, he closed the volume with force. The scent of ink
and not-quite-aged paper rose sharply to his throat.
"The prince fell in love with the
maiden at first sight," Chalon said wistfully. "But it wasn't just
her appearance, was it? Her inner beauty must have shown through as well. That
makes it all the more wonderful."
Erald managed a smile. "Yes.
That's how this version is written."
"Are there others that are
different?"
"There are," Erald replied.
"Some tell of meeting the prince without knowing his identity, falling in
love before the truth is revealed. Others have the lovers secretly meeting time
and again, fully aware of who he is. Even the slipper changes—sometimes it's
made of gold or silver. And the way it's lost can vary too—sometimes it's
dropped by accident on the stairs, other times it's deliberately taken by the
prince. Each version varies in its own way, even if the core story remains the
same."
"They all sound lovely,"
Chalon said, eyes shining. "I do wonder, though… Is it really all right to
choose someone to marry at first sight? As a prince myself, it gives me pause.
But… right now, I think I can understand how that prince must have felt."
He looked up at Erald with a soft
gaze.
"It's because I met you, Erald…
That's why I understand."
"—!"
"When I first met you… I just
knew. I felt it. That you and I would become friends."
The moment of quiet hope that had
bloomed within Erald was instantly crushed. Though he should have felt honored
to be called friend—the highest title he could ever attain under false
pretenses—it only made him ache with shame.
He was someone who, by rights,
shouldn't even be permitted to speak to a prince.
To be here like this, side by side,
was already more happiness than he deserved. But once given a taste of
closeness, his longing grew insatiable.
Just as Chalon had become someone
irreplaceable to him, Erald wanted to be someone special to Chalon too. And the
title of friend—though precious—now stung with unbearable inadequacy.
"To be considered a friend of
yours, Prince Chalon… it is an honor beyond words."
"I'm sorry for assuming,"
Chalon said with an apologetic smile. "But I suppose that's what it means
to fall in love at first sight. That feeling you just… know. I imagine one day,
I'll marry a princess from an allied kingdom. I likely won't have a chance to
experience such a beautiful thing as love."
"Prince Chalon…"
The moment Erald recognized his
feelings as forbidden, it was as though the heavens themselves had struck him
down.
I could only ever see you as a
friend. I will marry a princess of noble birth.
He hadn't said it cruelly. But it was
enough to split Erald's heart in two.
Feigning nonchalance, he pulled the
book close to his chest, hoping to steady the violent rhythm of his heart. If
only he could seal every painful emotion—every wicked desire—inside that pure
white book and lock it away.
Because if he didn't… even friendship
would become impossible. He would never be able to face Chalon again.
"My eyesight wasn't something I
was born with," Chalon said gently. "There are princesses out there
who say they don't mind, as long as it's not hereditary. If I marry someone
like that, I hope I can grow to truly love her. I want to be faithful. My
father and mother had an arranged marriage, but they loved each other
deeply."
He smiled—softly, innocently—and
added, "I want to be like that too."
He hadn't realized anything. He hadn't
sensed the sin blooming in Erald's heart. He was simply speaking as a prince,
describing the life expected of him, his ideals shaped by duty.
"You are a most noble soul,
Prince Chalon."
Even knowing there was no hidden
meaning behind his words, Erald's heart still ached.
If he confessed, rejection would be
inevitable. Perhaps even disgust. A man loving another man—such a thing was
unforgivable.
Erald didn't want to admit to these
feelings himself.
If he could erase them, he would.
But like a beanstalk from a fairytale,
said to shoot to the heavens overnight, his emotions had sprouted and climbed
with reckless speed—and now, they sought to bloom a flower that was never meant
to exist.
"I've spoken far too much about
myself," Chalon said gently. "Would you tell me more about the
story?"
Through the soft steam of rose-scented
tea, Chalon waited with a kind smile.
Erald nodded silently.
A teardrop had fallen onto the white
cover of the book—but thankfully, Chalon didn't notice.
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