Chapter 54 (NSFW) - Blindness

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A Deep Bond

 

That night, Mikado ended up staying for dinner at the Kunishiro estate and, eventually, decided to spend the night in Ren's room.

 

It was the first time Ren, Aoi, Yuto, and Mikado had shared a meal together. Though the evening began with a certain tension, the ease of Aoi and Mikado's casual conversations soon relaxed the atmosphere, turning it into an enjoyable dinner.

 

As the night grew late and Mikado prepared to leave, Aoi stopped him, saying, "Why don't you stay? You're family now."

 

With those words, Ren finally realized the depth of it—Mikado was already his family. Being bonded meant sharing a home, living together as a family. For someone who had only ever imagined a solitary future, this realization was profound.

 

Ren had been mulling over the idea of passing this bond to the next generation, but it was a decision that couldn't be made by him alone.

 

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"Children, huh?"

 

Mikado, seated on a sofa near the window, glanced over at Ren after Ren had asked, "Do you want children?"

 

"Children…? Yeah, I do," Mikado replied.

 

"…I see."

 

Hearing Mikado's answer, Ren found himself momentarily lost for words. He had anticipated this response—Mikado was the head of a prestigious family, a leader of his company. Having heirs made sense.

 

Still, hearing it so plainly, Ren became acutely aware that he wasn't ready to fulfill that role, and the realization unsettled him.

 

"And you, Mr. Ren? What do you think?" Mikado asked.

 

"…I'm not sure. Until I met you, the idea of being embraced by an Alpha was repulsive, let alone the thought of bearing children…"

 

"I thought you might feel that way," Mikado said with a gentle smile, as he knelt in front of Ren and took his hand.

 

"I don't expect you to want that right away. You've lived your life as an Alpha for so long, it's only natural that those feelings won't come quickly."

 

"…Yeah, I suppose."

 

"Sometimes, I still think of you as an Alpha myself," Mikado admitted.

 

"Really?"

 

"I mean, I spent so long pining for you, and in my mind, you were always this untouchable Alpha. So maybe that's why I can't fully imagine you as an Omega yet. Maybe that's why I haven't truly thought about the idea of children."

 

As Ren looked down at Mikado's long fingers caressing the back of his hand, he remembered how those very fingers had once driven him to his limits, bringing a sudden rush of heat to his body.

 

"But… if there ever comes a time when you feel like you'd want to have a child with me, I'd be incredibly happy," Mikado added.

 

"…I see."

 

"But right now, I'm just so happy being with you, Mr. Ren. Having you here, in my arms, is enough."

 

"…Mm."

 

Mikado placed a tender kiss on Ren's hand, causing a tremble to run through Ren's body. Seeing his reaction, Mikado smiled mischievously and sat beside Ren, pulling him into a tight embrace.

 

"Ugh, you're suffocating me… Let go. Aoi is still here, you know," Ren protested.

 

"Don't worry. Aoi's room is on the farthest end of the house," Mikado replied.

 

"…That's true, but still…"

 

Mikado's arms tightened around Ren, pulling him even closer. Ren had planned to stop him, but the warmth of the embrace made those words disappear from his mind.

 

"I'm not in heat, so you doing this kind of thing..."

 

"Is it wrong to want you even when it's not your heat?"

 

"Huh?"

 

"I always want to touch you, Mr. Ren. Even during dinner, I couldn't stop thinking about how much I wanted to hold you."

 

"Fuh… Mm…"

 

Mikado's lips pressed softly against Ren's, stealing a gentle moan from him. As his lips grazed Ren's, his large hand wrapped firmly around Ren's waist, pulling him even closer.

 

"W-wait… Stop… Mmm… you idiot…!"

 

"With such a sweet voice, when you say 'stop,' it sounds like you're asking for more."

 

"Ngh… ah…"

 

Mikado gently pushed Ren down onto the sofa, staring at him with eyes filled with desire. That gaze alone was enough to ignite a fire inside Ren, his body growing hot under its intensity.

 

As Mikado toyed with Ren's earlobe, their lips met once more in a deep kiss. Despite knowing this was wrong—doing such things in his own home, with his brother nearby—Ren's body reacted all too eagerly to the pleasure.

 

"Ah... ahh... why...?"

 

"Why what?"

 

"Why... when it's not even my heat..."

 

"Why what? This part here?" Mikado teased, sliding his hand over the growing bulge in Ren's pants. Ren's body jerked, and his breath quickened, cheeks burning with heat. He weakly pushed against Mikado's chest, shaking his head.

 

"Stop...!"

 

"Do you really want me to stop? Should I?"

 

"Wh-what...?"

 

Of course, Ren didn't want him to stop. He wanted to feel Mikado's touch more. But his pride—the part of him that had always upheld his image as an Alpha—held him back from expressing it. Frustrated with himself, Ren bit his lip and glared at Mikado.

 

Seeing Ren's angry expression, Mikado only smiled, a soft, melting look.

 

"You're so cute... truly. Ahh... I need to calm down..."

 

"C-cute, you say...?"

 

"Even when you glare at me like that, you're not scary at all. I don't know why, but right now, I feel like I know everything about you—where to touch you to make you feel good."

 

"Mm... ngh..."

 

Mikado's fingers slid to Ren's neck, untying the loosely fastened tie with a swift motion. The pale skin of Ren's neck was soon exposed, the mark of their bond starkly visible. Leaning in, Mikado pinned Ren beneath him on the sofa, his hot, wet tongue tracing over Ren's neck with sinful intent.

 

"Ahh... ahh..."

 

"I want to love you more. Mr. Ren, you were incredibly erotic when you lost control during your heat, but seeing you like this, caught between reason and instinct, is just as thrilling."

 

"Er... erotic? Don't say such vulgar things, idiot..."

 

Embarrassed by Mikado's words, Ren's cheeks flushed bright red. He tried to push Mikado away, but the feeling of Mikado's hands exploring under his now-open shirt, along with the sensation of lips caressing his neck and collarbone, made him too weak to resist.

 

Before he realized it, Mikado's lips had traveled lower, and he began to suck noisily on Ren's pink nipples.

 

"Nngh... ahh...!"

 

"You like it when I lick here, don't you? You told me yourself."

 

"Wh-what...? I said... that?"

 

"You said, 'I like it there,' and 'Lick more.' You even pushed your chest out and shamelessly moved your hips."

 

"Th-that's a lie...! I didn't... Ahh... no...!"

 

As Mikado sucked firmly on Ren's sensitive nipple, his other hand played with the other, causing Ren to writhe in pleasure, his face flushed deep red. Ren couldn't recall ever saying such things, but the way Mikado teased him there sent a sweet, electric pleasure through his body, making his core throb with a deep ache. His arousal built quickly, his penis straining against his slacks, and wetting the fabric.

 

"Ah... ahh... nngh..."

 

"It's so pretty... A soft, innocent pink, and it looks so pure. Yet it's making you lose control so easily—it's truly indecent."

 

"Ahh... you idiot... stop...!"

 

"You don't really want me to stop, do you?"

 

"Aah... ahh... nngh...!!"

 

When Mikado lightly grazed his teeth over Ren's nipple, while pinching the other firmly, Ren's body trembled violently. It seemed he had climaxed from just the stimulation to his chest, and in his embarrassment, he covered his face with his hands.

 

The damp warmth of his soiled underwear felt uncomfortable, but even then, the pulsing ache persisted, his body shamelessly craving more attention, no longer obeying his will.

 

"To think you could climax just from having your nipples played with..."

 

"Haah... haah... it's your fault... you...!"

 

"Yes, it is. And I'll take full responsibility for it."

 

"Mmph..."

 

Mikado slid Ren's slacks and underwear off his relaxed form, lifting one leg onto his shoulder. Slowly, he licked the pale inner thigh, wet with the traces of Ren's arousal.

 

The humiliating position and the sight of Mikado eagerly tasting his fluids filled Ren with a strange excitement. His breathing quickened, body tingling with the deep desire for stronger, more intense affection.

 

"Ahh..."

 

"I can taste it—you're aroused, aren't you? It's sweet... incredibly sweet."

 

"Shut up..."

 

"You're craving me so much, yet you try to act tough... you're unbearably cute."

 

"Mm... mmph...!"

 

Mikado's fingers brushed over Ren's slick entrance, teasing the outer rim instead of plunging inside where Ren wanted him. Frustration built up quickly, and Ren, eyes glistening with unshed tears, looked up at Mikado.

 

Affected by Ren's pheromones, Mikado's usual calm eyes now held an untamed hunger, his gaze wild.

 

"Haruhito...!"

 

"So wet... it's pulling me in."

 

"Enough... just stop teasing and...!"

 

"What do you want me to do?"

 

"Ahh...!"

 

Just the tip of Mikado's finger slid inside, slowly moving in and out while his tongue resumed its assault on Ren's sensitive chest.

 

—It's not enough... I want more, something stronger, wilder... I want Mikado to ravage me, to claim my deepest part...!

 

That desire raged inside Ren, but he couldn't bring himself to voice it. While he was lost in the waves of pleasure, Mikado's tongue grew more aggressive.

 

"Ahh!! Nn...! Haruhito... stop...!"

 

"You're squeezing me so much down there every time I lick your nipples like this."

 

"Aah, ahh! I'm going to... I'm close, stop...! I don't want to come just from your fingers...!"

 

As Ren writhed, shouting his frustration, Mikado gave a sultry smile and withdrew his fingers. Loosening his belt and adjusting his trousers only slightly, he pressed his fully erect length against Ren's entrance.

 

"Ah... nn..."

 

"Do you want to come on this?"

 

"...I... I do...! So just... hurry up and put it in...!!"

 

That was all Ren could manage to say. The embarrassment was overwhelming, but his body, already familiar with the incredible pleasure that awaited, couldn't resist. He parted his legs slightly, looking up at Mikado in silent expectation. Mikado swallowed hard.

 

"...Sorry. It looks like I won't be letting you get any sleep tonight, either."

 

"Eh... ah... nn... nnngh...!!"

 

The thing he had been craving finally entered him, slowly stretching and filling him up, scraping against the slick inner walls, igniting every nerve.

 

"Ahh... ahhn... nn...!!"

 

"...So tight... Mr. Ren, did you just come from me entering you...?"

 

"Haah... haah... Haruhito..."

 

"You're... unbelievably cute. How am I this lucky...?"

 

Mikado, buried deep within Ren, gently rocked his hips, his movements sending waves of pleasure through Ren's body. Every inch of Ren's insides, tightly filled by Mikado's erection, was expertly stimulated, forcing Ren to let out shameless cries of pleasure.

 

Suddenly, Ren was pulled up by strong arms and placed on top of Mikado, his shirt being slipped off effortlessly. Mikado's clothes remained mostly untouched, while Ren found himself fully exposed. But there was no time to protest—his waist was gripped firmly, and Mikado began thrusting upwards, relentlessly driving him into a powerful rhythm.

 

"Haruhito...! Ah... ahh... nn...!"

 

"You're beautiful... Even when you're losing yourself like this, you're so beautiful."

 

"Ah... ahh, so deep... nngh... ahh...!"

 

"I love you, Mr. Ren... haah..."

 

"Nn... ahh...!"

 

As Mikado held him tightly and plunged deeply inside him, their tongues tangled in a passionate kiss. Ren clung to Mikado, climaxing while feeling the hot release filling him, sending shivers through his body.

 

—They say you can only conceive during your heat... but if he keeps loving me like this...

 

Was it Ren's pride or the pure instinct of an Omega surfacing in his mind?

 

The profound love from his soul's mate, the endless waves of sweet pleasure, and the unwavering sense of peace—Ren's heart wavered with all of it.

 

—With Haruhito... maybe we could one day... raise children who would carry our blood...

 

"Haruhito..."

 

"...Yes?"

 

Breathing heavily, Mikado gazed lovingly at Ren's sweat-drenched body, his hands caressing every inch. His eyes fell on Ren's arm, entwined around his neck.

 

"Ah, don't—"

 

Mikado's lips gently touched the faint scars from past injections on Ren's arm. Soft, healing kisses were placed on the marks, and Ren couldn't help but sigh at the tenderness.

 

"By the time these marks fade, I'll become the kind of man you'll be proud of, Mr. Ren. Someone you'll fall even more deeply in love with."

 

"...What?"

 

"And maybe, when that happens... you'll consider having a child with me."

 

"..."

 

Mikado's straightforward gaze touched something deep within Ren, making him smile. Stroking Mikado's hair, Ren responded in his usual confident tone.

 

"Fine. When that time comes, I'll give it serious thought."

 

"Thank you so much!"

 

Mikado's radiant expression was utterly endearing. Ren smiled gently and leaned in to kiss him on the lips.

 

—I'm already far more in love with you than I could ever express in words.

 

—So much so that... having a child with you doesn't seem so impossible anymore...

 

But Ren kept these thoughts to himself.

 

He wanted to wait until the moment he could say it without hesitation, a time when he could truly, confidently express his feelings to Mikado.

 

As their tongues intertwined, the heat of the moment intensified once more.

 

Words faded away, replaced by a sweet, consuming passion.

 

Ren surrendered completely to the deep, unwavering love Mikado bestowed upon him.

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